Hey, this sounds like fun! Take a look at your LJ friend list, then list up to ten things you want to say to ten different LJ friends. Do NOT state who these people are. DO NOT confirm nor deny any “comment speculation”.
I'm just going to do 5...and they are oh so obvious...
1. You always make things hard for the people in your life because of your constant failures and general ignorance of the world and how it works. Grow up, please. Get a real job. Learn to take care of yourself.
2. I know it's all in the past. But look, bitch. You didn't thank me for the gift I sent you. No call or anything, ever again. That's kinda fucked up. Did you not know that I considered you one of my closer friends? Or did you even give a shit? No, of course you didn't. I guess when you said bye at my party, you meant forever.
3. Sorry I don't see you anymore, because you're really smart and funny. I feel like I can relate to you, even though you think I'm a bit weird.
4. Ever since we got together, you haven't been able to write so much. And maybe I've domesticated you a bit too much. I love you the way you are, but I also love the wild, creative side of you. Sorry if I've suppressed it.
5. You post so much information I don't know what to read anymore. I can't keep up.
Congratulations! You are more knowlegeable than most modern theologians! You have achieved mastery over the most important doctrines of the Catholic Faith! You should share your incredible understanding with others!
You are Egyptian Hieroglyphics! Monumental, ornate and even in technicolour! Your users contributed virtually all ancient knowledge on inks, dyes and writing surfaces - to the point where the popular reed of Papyrus became the universal name for organic, manufactured writing surfaces in the western hemisphere for thousands of years. Proud, upstanding and dignified.
Portland in April Isis is playing here April 4, and Peeping Tom (with Mike Patton, hehehe) is playing April 21. So cool, so cool. For those of you who are still in Memphis, you really need to get the hell outta there. It blows and you know it.
This comet can been seen with the naked eye until January 15. It's apparently the brigtest comet we've had in over 30 years. One website compared it's brighness to Sirius.
Your Dominant Intelligence is Intrapersonal Intelligence
Reflective and thoughtful, you enjoy spending time alone. You are good at analyzing yourself - and knowing your true feelings. Totally self aware, you are in tune with your dreams and desires. A spiritual and philopsophical person, your inner calmness inspires and helps others.
You would make a great philosopher, researcher, or theorist.
Firecracker is out The movie Firecracker starring Mike Patton is out, and I am renting it today only because I reserved it way ahead of time. I don't know about the rest of you people, but I've been waiting for this movie for years. A Scanner Darkly is also coming out soon- July 14. It was a great book by P.K.D. but I just hope that Keanu Reeves doesn't screw it up. Clerks 2 will be out this month too, but that just might suck, considering the last couple of movies Kevin Smith shat out. But we'll see. What a great month for movies.
1.Malco Theater. I was 16 and doing homeschool at the time. This whole 2 years is a big stoned blurr to me now. Lots of pot, acid, rolls, etc. Morning noon and night, I was on drugs, pretty much. I do remember stealing a lot from that place and getting away with it. I met a few cool people there who I still talk to. I remember popping popcorn and listening to music really loud, making everyone angry. I wore piercings, spiked collars and black lipstick, and that really pissed off management. Never tucked in my shirt, either. 2. Toys R Us. I was 18, worked there for a year and a half. Still a blurr. Lots of pot still, and I'd come to work rolling a few times. I was always on downers, too. I was really bad with the customers by acting snobby and ignoring them. Management got a few complaints about me, haha. fuck em' 3. Superpetz. Nice job, except they only paid me 5.50 an hour. I worked with a bunch of kids who were mean to the animals, and I always bitched them out for it. Management got complaints about me at this job too, for being rude, I guess. Not much else to say about it. 4. FedEx. My job for the past 4 years. Lots closed-minded people, but it pays well and I don't have to take shit from anyone about being polite to customers. It's hard work, but it keeps me in shape.
Four movies you could watch over and over
1. Rocky Horror Picture Show 2. Battle Royale 3. Tommy Boy 4. Faith No More video
well, i took tbe plunge into lonliness today, and boy does it suck. I am always physically colder when I know that there is not a guy i can go to who will warm me up. I just think about it and I get that chilly feeling.
( ) stayed single (x) kissed someone new (x) made out in a car (x) kissed in the snow (x) kissed in the rain (x) fell in love (x) fell in love with a fool (damn cat) (x) had your heart broken (x) broke someone else's heart (*) had a good relationship with someone (x) questioned your sexual orientation ( ) gotten pregnant ( ) gotten someone else pregnant ( ) kissed someone of the same sex (x) dated someone you'll never forget ( ) done something you've regretted ( ) lost your true love forever (x) lost faith in love ( ) kissed under mistletoe
WORK/SCHOOL
(*) got a promotion (x) got a pay raise ( ) changed jobs ( ) lost your job ( ) quit your job ( ) dated a co-worker ( ) dated your boss ( ) dated your boss' daughter/son ( ) got fired from your job (x) did something you were proud of (*) discovered a new talent (x) proved yourself an idiot (x) were involved in something you'll never forget
OTHER
( ) painted a picture ( ) wrote a poem ( ) ran a mile (x) listened to music you couldn't stand ( ) double-dipped ( ) skinny-dipped (x) went to a sleepover...(hmm. does being drunk and passing out with people count?) ( ) went to camp ( ) threw a surprise party (x) laughed till you cried ( ) laughed till you peed in your pants (x) flirted shamelessly (*) visited a foreign country (x) visited a foreign state (x) cooked a disastrous meal (x) lost something important to you (x) got a gift you adore (x) realized something new about yourself ( ) tried to gain weight (x) dyed your hair ( ) came close to losing your life ( ) someone close to you died (x) reunited with a friend (*) made an accomplishment that shocked everyone (x) realized your truest friends ( ) told a secret that would ruin your life if revealed ( ) threw a party (x) went to a party (x) did (a) drug(s) ( ) got arrested (x) read a great book (x) saw a great movie ( ) saw a movie so scary that it made you cry ( ) saw your favorite band/artist live ( ) saw someone famous in person ( ) did something you want to tell everyone (x) Enjoyed this year overall
i'm a walking contradiction i'm going to stop posting all my personal business, i think. i'm too indecicive about all this shit in my life for it to go down in writing. i thought posting it all was a good idea at first, so you folks would know what was going on and maybe give me your perspectives. i thought that was the reason for online journals. but nah, i think i will just post some of my plans, and when i have a song in my head, i'll post the lyrics so it will get stuck in your head too.
Like a snake between two stones It itches, in your bones Take a deeper breath and swallow, your sorrow, tomorrow Raise the cup and let’s propose a toast To the thing that hurts you most It's your last cup of sorrow What can you say? Finish it today It’s your last cup of sorrow So think of me And get on your way
christmas money, awsome i'm sure my grandfather thinks it would be a great idea for me to spend this money on drinks and slots at the casinos. so that's what i'll be doing tomorrow. yay
life is a bitch single again. and i fucking hate it with a passion. i don't even want to go to work if i won't have someone loving to come home to. i need to cuddle, god fucking damnit. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
there was an advertisement in my dream a few nights ago about a cell phone. my tv wasn't on or anything. they've polluted my dreams now. i didn't want to buy it though, but they were really trying to convince me.
i broke up with my boyfriend last night, that rat bastard. he doesn't even give a shit. funny